The good soldier for Christ will not worry in life from challenges -battlefield that is not easy from tiredness and obstacles earthquakes, viruses, hardships carrying heavy burdens of life. God is preparing soldiers who are qualified in battles. These battles of life might allow you to give up as when you are not giving up, God will lift you up. Good soldiers will not give up in battles. The target is to have victory in Christ. The enemy’s schemes will try to make you fail in the battlefield.
My prayer to not stand and meditate in your failures but to move forward than looking backward. God works in our hearts; He is faithful never deny Himself even if you are not faithful in the battle and you forget to carry your weapon the word of God. The faithfulness of God intervenes in His grace as His love is always the same never changing. That will allow you to have hope and grace for others.
2Ti 2:1 Thou therefore, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. 2- And the things that thou hast heard of me among many witnesses, the same commit thou to faithful men, who shall be able to teach others also. 3-Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.